This will be the last public post to my blog about the relationship problems I am dealing with right now. I feel that this situation has become too irritated by my constant worrying and ranting that I may as well ...Read More
Mr. Rogers taught me to be a caring, loving, thoughtful person, and last night, he reminded me how to forgive. He reminded me that 'Relationships are like dances in which people try to find whatever happens to be the mutual ...Read More
Tomorrow is our anniversary. At about 15:00 today, it will have been 9 months since I first met James. Oddly enough, today is also a Saturday. We met at the Rensselaer Pride Alliance's Mixer in room 3202 in the Union. ...Read More
My well has gone dry. The waters have gone away. They are being called by where they came from, the place they left so that I might find them. Read More
Dear James,
I don't know what to tell you anymore. I think the pain that I feel just from having to question the depth of our relationship from your end is too much for me to ever forgive you. How can ...Read More
In my post The Truth About Nightmares, I mentioned specific people with whom I would like to be on the asteroid as I cry myself to death. Of course, everyone else with whom I am friends would be safe from ...Read More
This is a rather long, but difinitive conversation I had with my friend and future roomie, Alex. This explains everything much more clearly. Please take a lot of it with a grain of salt. Being upset makes people tell their ...Read More
I am so sick and tired of this bullshit. I don't want to be at home because this place just reminds me of all the crap I had to deal with in high school. And I don't want to be ...Read More
I can't stop thinking about how we've put our relationship on hiatus. Are his feelings for Andrew so deep and strong that he feels that this is not a situation that can be easily sorted out? Apparently so. Last night ...Read More
See When the Dasani Bottled Watter Hits the Fan... for a brief allusion to the past.
James just told me a few hours ago that he still has feelings for his old boyfriend, Andrew. I thought we had gone over this ...Read More